Instead of writing a album of my heart break I thought I would walk myself through it first.
After my previously failed relationship I thought it would be best to look at some important areas and apply some very heavy criticism!
I noticed that I went against everything I wanted in a mate and settled for the traits I didn't want.
So here I will make a list of what I was looking for from greatest to least and then I will note if this person displayed those traits.
Employed/Self employed or eagerly looking > No
Spiritual > No
Family Oriented > Yes/ Sometimes
No former or current Drug abuse > Yes
Intelligent > Sometimes
Compassionate > Sometimes
Excellent Communicator > No
Respects women > No
Humanitarian > Sometimes
Tall > Yes
Attractive > Yes
What's horrible is that I was given sign after sign that he wasn't a good match for me, but I chose to ignore those signs over his need of someone to nurture him. And their it was a silent agreement was made...I nurture you in return that you will become all of the things I want you to be!!!!!
He said all of the right things...touched me in the right ways and soon I was swepped in a whirlwind fantasy of hoping I finally found the "one"
all poppy cock
Truth is I'm starting to smell a rat !!!
follow me through my thought process while I dig up some hurtful truth....and become my own therapist..
comment and questions welcome <3
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